Diary of a Bayyinah Access 1 student: Stressless Stress

This is the second piece in the series. Please read Diary of a bayyinah access 1 student: Beginner’s Blessings.

Alhamdulillah! One thing I have come to accept is that the course syllabus is amazing. The teachers and teaching assistants do all the hard work and all we need to do is put in a little effort. They are actually holding our hands like Ustadh Wasif said; all we need to do is trust them. Nothing stresses you out like asking, but Ustadh, What if? When they feel we are ready, they would tell us. Its like you hire an architect to help with a building and he has drawn all the plans and starts laying the foundation but you want to see the view from the pent house.

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Diary of a bayyinah access 1 student : Beginner’s Blessings.

Bayyinah access is an online Qur’anic Arabic course with a simplified curriculum made available for students unable to attend the Bayyinah Dream course (I mean to up and leave your life and move to another place wouldn’t be easy, not to mention the cost implication). I wanted to be a dream student even though i did not see it happening but I prayed nonetheless to Al-Mujeeb. I cannot say how i found out about the course but by His grace I did (My constant stalking of all things bayyinah institute and Nouman Ali Khan maybe😉).
Then came the question – is this the right time? I have a new job role as pharmacy manager plus my MSc thesis, not neglecting my role as wife and homemaker, sister, aunt and friend. Would I? Could I? Should I?😞 So I prayed Istikhara and spoke to a few of my favourite people…at this point, i wasn’t even sure whether I was talking myself into it or out of it🤔. I went ahead and registered.
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