This is the second piece in the series. Please read Diary of a bayyinah access 1 student: Beginner’s Blessings.
Alhamdulillah! One thing I have come to accept is that the course syllabus is amazing. The teachers and teaching assistants do all the hard work and all we need to do is put in a little effort. They are actually holding our hands like Ustadh Wasif said; all we need to do is trust them. Nothing stresses you out like asking, but Ustadh, What if? When they feel we are ready, they would tell us. Its like you hire an architect to help with a building and he has drawn all the plans and starts laying the foundation but you want to see the view from the pent house.